operasi nak meninggalkan kenkyu....

hmmm...today kena hantar JABEE point sheet, our presentation powerpoint and our pdf thesis....before 5 o'clock...not really worried bout that....everthing is ready ....tniggal tunngu my other labmate nak datang je...

and then my dearest sempai came...
F-san : awak pindah bila?
saya : apa maksud sempai ..... pindah last yang dah tak kembali lagi ke ape? saya next week dah pergi 
         toyo...tak balik fukui sampai bln 3
F-san : macam nie...sensei suruh buat eksperimen lg
saya : ........
F-san : ok lah...ok lah saya buat sorang sorang

hari tu he dumped last minute work on me...suruh sokutei those little magnesium pieces...and now i know he plans to use it in his report...that doesn't have to do anything with me...tp tak pe...sabar je la....semlm tanya nie last kan lepas nie tak de dah kan...and he said yes...

and today he comes and says he wants me to come and help him do the experiment....mula2 memang nekad tak nak...nak pergi toyo....tp bila dia buat muka sedih ckp nak buat sorg2 tu...nanka rasa bersalah...patutkah saya tolong dia buat eksperimen tu...i know if isaid yes now i would regret it...heck...sekarang pun sei ippai nak keep myself happy while 'sokutei'ing those things...kita ada gimu ke kena tolong  buat benda tu...please tell　me...or are b4's intended to be their 'kuli's sampai grad nanti?

6 and 3...

yes...we have passed the 6 month mark...time flies when you're happy huh..i can vouch for that

it's when it's tough that it seems to crawl....like before my presentation..2 days felt like 2 weeks...like tomorrow will probably slow too....can't wait to be by his side again...i know that sounds cheesy...but hey we've been living apart...

on a different note...to all my friends out there who are facing the final hours preparing for your presentations...writing their thesis and what not...gambatte ne...

i climbed the mountain....now comes the descent...

yes...we all know going uphill is the tough part....but down also has it's 'perks'...

now i am at the phase where we have to clean up after ourselves....kemas data ....整理 JABEEnye
単位...and the task which i am really not looking forward to...kemas bilik....hahaha

those who know me know i'm not the neatest person...and in the past few weeks i've taken the term 'macam kandang dotdotdot' to a whole new level...so severe i didn't want hubby and help pack my stuff this weekend for fear that he would faint right there on the spot...

today was spent howling used cardboard boxes from my lab...and later of to mitsuwa for mei-chan's supplies...tonight after dinner...i will force myself to get down to business...

tomorrow...i plan to spend the day at lab...kemas bg lawa fail2 data...bg senang org lepas2 ni nak check..delete personal bookmarks in the com...mainly facebook and blogger...hahaha...and yes sokutei seribu kali those little magnesium pieces(not looking forward to that)...

last weekend was spent at hubby's place...renshu timing...susah tau...if he says he's coming back at 12.30...everything has to be ready and warm by then...challenge lah jugak for me who's only been cooking for myself for the last 5 years...

we spent saturday at jusco hamamatsu...jalan2 all the way to shizuoka just to shop...huhu...the only thing i bought for myself was 2 shirts that was on sale...the rest prezzies kay....had fun pilih baby stuff...ramai friends giving birth in the few months to come....masa kat gap...pening sgt coz all the stuff was so cute..last2 i made hubby pilih....green ..he picked green...oklah cute sgt that thing...so tak pelah

the only thing is i still haven't satisfied my craving to shop....gaman syaz gamannnnnnn....

第二回発表練習

ooo yes...second presentaion practice....kali ni niikawa sensei pun ada sekali...renshuu wa...maa maa...oklah kot...but still kena betulkan mcm2

anyway it was what happened before that was destressing...imagine the look on my face pg td bukak2 slide show ada diagram dh kieta...kore ha yoku aru koto deso minaasan...so have a spare ready...

semlm2 sampai dlm mimpi pun renshu ...blh tak...huhu....renshu 10min pastu tertdo...renshu sekali lg ...n then tdo balik...kono kurikaeshi de kino no yoru wo tsugoshimashita ...mana tak nya ...mimpi pun renshu ...huhu

iyo iyo ashita ha honban desu...

dear god please help me through this obsticle....amin

第一回発表練習....

hmmm.....biasela....mestilah seme benda tak kena kan...
yang tak best nye...sensei fell asleep during my happyo...and saya tak perasan...hua hua hua...apakah?
boring sangat ke naiyou happyou saya...ke my voice so the soothing ...sampai sensei terlena....hakhakhak...nainainai...

panjang sgt datte...yeah i know...semlm renshu 20 min pas tu 19 min...pastu 17...n then potong2 n potong no ato...last2 jadilah 13 minutes....

comment renshu pg td...
buang lagi buang lagi slide ....
buat jd org senang paham lg....(itu mondai nye tu...nak bg phm kena ada masa lebih 10 minit...hahahahaha)
and renshu sampai leh buat intonasi yang memberangsangkan...(mcm kena tepat je pada muka sendiri kan...my happyou mendatar je kot)...maaa...maa.maa

yg paling tak best pasal renshu hari nie... of course lah it has to do with sempai 'tersayang'ku itu...
dia blh senyum senyum senyum sinis (cm happy je )tepi sensei masa saya kena hentam tadi....uwah ...seyes rasa nak baling ngan pemadam whiteboard tu....

n then sensei suruh kumu ngan sempai....buat balik slide...
what did i get from that...sensei suruh buang slide kan...sempai saya suruh tambah...ohhhhh ...apakah....sempai tak dgr ke sensei kata td...buang buang n buang datte...
10pun de osaette to iwareta deshou....

n then jaga exam td tengahari...bagus gak...bleh saya menenangkan fikiran for 1 hour lebih2 sikit...omoshiroi tau jaga exam...tgk gelagat budak2 tu...mcm2 gaya ada....huhu

oklah gotta get back to my slides....

25minutes

presentation practice is starting in 25 minutes and i'm eating my breakfast...but seriously i feel like barfing it all back out....naik2 tangga dlm bilik renshu tu dah ada budak kenkyu sebelah tgh kena gril ngan sensei diorg(seriously those new glass walls don't help)....uwah kowai.....nasib baik itou sensei bukan sensei yg shinsa kitorg....

メンタル ブレーキダウン

mental breakdown...really...hahaha...no lah
masalah komunikasi sikit je.....hahaha

right now....i'm at the part where it seems that there is never enough time...and yes the頭がピリピリなる感覚 has returned...

so here i am 'happily' preparing my slides..and dearest hubby ym's me with various japanese sentences taken form his seniors summary...asking to look over them...tlg check eigo datte..

n now..hours after starting my slide-making activities..i'm still nowhere near...so panicky and frustrated little me....went and ym'ed him just as he was typed in another sentence ... 'yang please, 集中したい'...and so he said 'oooo,ok'...and then senyap je....

me feeling bad after that when and told him i'm sorry but i really need to get this done...still...a long silence...and i panicked again...called him up...no connection...called again....no connection

aaa sudah.....dia marah ke...iyaaaaaa...and i broke down...typical of me kan

finally he answered my call....and he was all bewildered...

rupa rupanya dia dok kat tingkat 4...takde denpa..that's why there was connection...what la.....me breaking down over that...dia bleh gelak lagi...oklah now when i think of it ...funny lah jugak kot...

plus kalau i pikir rationally he's not the type that would get mad sampai tak nak jawab phone just because i said i wanted to concentrate on my work....

must be the stress, makes me unrational...

thank you sayang for being understanding.....muahsss...love ya

ほっとした

卒論(thesis) dah hantar....yeay...
あの頭がピリピリなる感覚は提出した瞬間で止まった．melompat lompat keluar pejabat mizukami-san td...dah tak kisah dah bdk2 kenkyu len tgk....diorg lak trus gi isap rokok...

so sekrg, i'm taking a short break...relax kejap...serious the only thing in my brain right now is my body screaming 'SLEEP'....'FOOD'....you know that feeling...when you just wanna shut down but then can't pack up and leave yet...

いけない...いけない....kena sambung buat slides for pp presentation next week...can't do that at home...
so mou sukoshi gambarimashou...maybe balik awal sikit gurai kot rini...ご褒美みたいなぁ....you know something is wrong when you consider going home earlier a present to yourself

meanwhile , dearest hubby has turned into a 'japanese wife'...you know the ones that get mad when their husbands come home too early...hahaha...笑っちゃうよねぇ....tp phm phm kenapa dia mcm tu ...うちのご主人は頑張りやさんなんで...to going back at 10 is early...hahahaha

maa maa...1 more week to go...and then i change from final year student mode...to fulltime housewife...jgn jd stepford wife suah ...huhu

タイミング悪いよ

bad timing betul la printer nie....
time2 kita gambare nak print ronbun yg dh siap shuusei tu nak tunjuk kat sensei...dia nk wat pasl lak...
n the thing is the same thing happened to the other guys...and what did they say..oh that happened to us too...tp tak de sorg pun nk tlg cite how they overcame the problem...i know seme org busy ngan keje memasing...so tak gentleman ok...