Thursday, June 16, 2011

tup tap tup tap dah 6 weeks...

Ww18 ~ wW24...
tup tap tup tap dh 6 weeks...dh 2 kali dpt gaji (we get paid twice a month)....hmmm and how do i find working life?
well lets just say dpd 6 weeks tu adalah dlm 2~3 hari je yg saya blh terasa 'I like my job'..that's only what 2.38 % of the time.... but as my mom says...that's what you call ' working life'...At least ada jugak kan days when i like it...tak de 100% hate my job...

It's just that now weekends seem so far away...and when they come they seem to be over in a flash...
So far baru blk Kajang...what about Kulim...almost every  week... we've only spent the weekend at home twice kot sejak pindah Penang ni...so you do the math...

About work...well I'm attached to the QA department in charge of incoming quality control... I've got one colleague who keeps telling me ' Your job is the easiest in the QA dept'....and at first I just brushed it aside...but he keeps repeating the same thing saying his job is really demanding what with dealing with customers and so on. I'd just like to say here that..yes I know your job is demanding and maybe a bit tricky...but who's to say mine isn't... semua og punya keje ada part senang ada part susah kan....

I remember the first few weeks we started work... the kohais who happened to start work the same time we did were all grumbling as was I... I would sometimes come home thinking 'jd PT (technician) kan best...kerja 4 hari cuti 3 hari...kerja 3 hari cuti 4 hari...but then can i live with their wages? and yes kerja PT ni bukannya senang sgt...lenguh kaki wey.... yg duk kt blanking lak mau sakit tgn duk but keja unstick2 tu... No..no...no..evry job ada pros and cons dia...So  what I have to do now is just get used to the idea that there's no easy job... jd suri rumah pun susah people.... been there done that... dh lh masa tu tak de anak lg... bila dah ada baby lg mencabar jdnya..

I find the most challenging aspects of my job being the management of my subordinates, making on the spot decisions and writting emails... writing emails...alah kacang je...ye tak... ye kot... but from my standpoint... the 'over think' side of me comes into play...and a simple email becomes something so burdeoning... am I using the right tone of voice so as to not kecikkan hati the customer? am i devulging any company trade secrets?... the list goes on...

But enough about work.. what about my family life?
Well Harith just turned 4 months... finally learned to meniarap when he was 3months 19 days old..after much grunting, failing and tears... we finally got to witness it the 3rd time..( the first n second time my MIL yg jd saksi..kitorg tgh keje...oh sedey..tp apakan daya)

Harith ni mahal sgt senyumanya...a very serious baby.he spends most of his time observing with dahi berkerut and bibir terjueh....hahahah...

And he's finally found his hands..but he can't grab anything yet...and dh pandai isap jari if he doesn't get his milk fast enough...

Oh ya...remember the the things isaid i wanted to avoid...let's just say i've kinda failed everything...
- nk avoid formula milk... Harith kluar2 dh kena sumbat formula...start umur dia 1 n 1/2 months dh campur breastmilk and formula milk...
- nk avoid pakai puting....huh this one pun fail after much coercian from my mommy...tp Harith bukan baby  yg nk sgt kt puting..he only takes it masa nak tdo...tu pun not all the time
- nk kurangkan pki diapers...nk pakai  cloth diapers..Harith br ada satu..that one because of the tight purse strings...insyaAllah nanti mama belikan lg ye..
- the only one that's left is tak pki buai or endoi..this one pun dah goyang dah.... my mom dh lama cucuk2...but last weekend i put Harith in the endoi at my MIL's house...oh my ...senang nya nk bg dia tdo..
I know2... I shouldn't use it as a shortcut...but susah sgt nk bg dia tdo...evry night is a struggle..and I end exhausted even b4 I leave for work... so yes I forfeit... weekend ni nk pi pinjam my SIL's endoi...let's see how it goes... I really need the sleep...

Harith ` 3mths ++ with Abah...