Bills Bills Bills

ただいまもどりました　Home sweet home....haha...until u open your door and look at what's under your feet....bills bills and more bills...

plus...the mini rose plant i bought before going back has shriveled up and died....aye....

this is what happens when you leave home for too long...everything gets out of order...and it will take a few days and some 努力　on my part to get things running smoothly again...

till then...tak leh nak upload gambar....

my head's a mess right now....

so many things have happened in the last 28 days i had been back in Malaysia....my otak is tepu with all the emotions that ran through me during that time... i wanted to write then and share what i've gone through.....but then my otak tepu....so i'lll tell u sikit2 when i'm in a mood to write...

by the way..

today...my seniors at University of Fukui as well as seniors at Toyohashi University of Technology including my sayang, graduated...congratulations people....all the best kay...mata yoroshiku ne...

of new lives to come.....

i don't know what i'm feeling right now... blessed...sadness...proudness...kinchou...relieved...macam macam..

1 blessed because i'm alive, well, healthy, breathing, and i passed 2 out of 3 or my major papers already

2 sad because my seniors are leaving

3 proud of my juniors who are moving to new houses who will be starting a new chapter in their lives...the hitori gurashi chapter of their lives..

4 kinchou because then i'll be the eldest single girl

5 relief..because today after our makan makan at joyfull i suddenly felt the drive to strive again.. something i haven't felt in a while

6 scared of what lies ahead... i'm still not sure of what to do with my life

7 excited of what lies ahead ... all in all...i'm a box of emotions today...all wraped up... i'll miss you sempai s , it'll be quiet here next year without you