Friday, March 13, 2009

of new lives to come.....

i don't know what i'm feeling right now... blessed...sadness...proudness...kinchou...relieved...macam macam..

1 blessed because i'm alive, well, healthy, breathing, and i passed 2 out of 3 or my major papers already

2 sad because my seniors are leaving

3 proud of my juniors who are moving to new houses who will be starting a new chapter in their lives...the hitori gurashi chapter of their lives..

4 kinchou because then i'll be the eldest single girl

5 relief..because today after our makan makan at joyfull i suddenly felt the drive to strive again.. something i haven't felt in a while

6 scared of what lies ahead... i'm still not sure of what to do with my life

7 excited of what lies ahead ... all in all...i'm a box of emotions today...all wraped up... i'll miss you sempai s , it'll be quiet here next year without you

4 comments:

ckynwan said...

xtau nk tulis kat mane sbenanye hehehe...
belum agi hitorigurashi..duk umah kak linda hehehe sbb haris dah duk sane

an hamzah said...

syazzie..
entry ni kan..
b4 u blk mesia ke skang u dh blk nihon?
confuse2

lumpkins said...

wrote it b4 balik msia actually...but skrg baru publish here...busy right now...nak call has pun tak sempat lg

lumpkins said...

oooo...dok umah kak linda eh....have fun ckyn...huhu