not welll....

i'm not well...again...
tak best la being tak well....
spent majority of the weekend in nest of a bed...
sbb can't be bothered to cook..breakfast lunch and dinner for today?
cornflakes...hey at least i ate something right...
but then again i threw out half of it just now...but who wants to hear about the gory details huh..no one..so i'll spare you..

adios guys..back to my nest..

94

94 days to go....

how do i feel? pejam celik pejam celik...tinggal brapa bulan je lagi....hmmmm

a lot has been going on..but i haven't been able to get things back on track...usahkan di cakap hal kat kenkyu..kerja kerja rumah tu pun...hmm let's just say everything is in a mess..mcm mana ni 94 days to go syaz..lepas ni u have to pick after another person as well..double the mess to clean up tau...hye yahhhh..dah lah dua dua pun messy...

hopefully i'll change...but 94 days isn't much...a lot of things to accomplish...

what's happening at lab...well i finally got my research theme...buat wheels from magnesium...org dgr mcm impact dia tak lah se gah my previous research...but hey this time i have to design something...dulu banyak main chemicals, microscopes, 60 degree water baths..this time main with hot metals, solid works, various types of lubricants, machines that can bear hundreds of tons of force and very very hot stuff...

since last week was golden week..there wasn't much going on but on friday..gang..i got randomly picked as the first to present for our zemi (a class where we the students, take turns 'happyo'ing (presenting) topics picked out of a text book or thesis - varies according to lab senseis). aaahhh..yabei..dah lah banyak shiki (equations)..

so ahad and monday bertungkus lumus lah buat shoumei (proving) kenapa shiki tu jd cam tu...
masa ni lah terasa otak dah berkarat... nasib baik fukuyama-san (M1 senior that's in charge of me) tu orgnya baik n tolong ajar sikit.. tuesday pg b4 zemi g jumpa sensei..tanya soalan siap2...haha

sekali masa zemi ..sensei did all the talking..one and a half hours and he finished 2 bab..sasuga lecturer da ne...so my turn kena tunda next week..another few extra days for me to migaku (kilatkan) my very berkarat brain..and get the shikis perfect for next zemi...

other then that..kena pikir pasal design for the tanzou (forge) , next monday kena tunjuk.. solid works tutorials, blah blah blah...

ni nak panggil dart ni...bibik for hire ...bleh tlg handle my house.. sejam brapa?

missing my grandma

tok passed away on the 25th of January this year...and i wasn't around...the last time i saw her it was during summer hols..2 days after raya..she handed me some money ( even though i didn't need it) and she told me this might be the last time i see her..i pushed her remark aside saying that she was strong and i wanted to see her at my wedding...and i left malaysia just like that..not feeling any weight on my heart...careless to say the least..

that summer i spent the last few days b4 going back jotting down recipes my grandmother dictated to me..bersemangat lah tu nak collect recipe..she even asked me to buy things she normally doesn't eat..1kg of chicken wings..and she wanted me to buy arang..but i was afraid to drive babah's car..if only i knew ..i would have gone....just so that she could cook the chicken wings on the dapur arang..

today...while i was looking up new recipes (my sayang is coming for a visit).. i thought of her...sebaknya skrg...tp kalau meleh air mata ni malu kat senior...last year ...i was damn proud..coz i masak a kuih (bingka labu) without her help..just to show i her i have grown up..dah ada new recipes kali ni..tak leh dah nak share ngan tok...i miss you tok...very much